Yeah, but the vibe I got from Enana – which probably makes sense given the slavery in her past – is that she didn’t think any kind of freedom you don’t rip from the bloody corpse of your oppressor with your own two hands is really “true” freedom.
… Of course, she was also a big honkin’ hypocrite, because she was perfectly willing to send absolutely everyone else to fight and possibly die, but the moment she realized /she/ could actually get hurt and killed she turned and ran screaming — for all the good that it did her.
She had an obsession and the means to satisfy it – at least in the short term. There’s nothing rational about it and the obsessed don’t see the hypocrisy.
… Of course, she was also a big honkin’ hypocrite, because she was perfectly willing to send absolutely everyone else to fight and possibly die, but the moment she realized /she/ could actually get hurt and killed she turned and ran screaming — for all the good that it did her.